Rants.

To all those who blame God for all the problems like famine, wars, poverty And every kind of suffering in the world today, maybe it’s time you started to really reflect on yourselves a little bit more.

I think the main reason God is blamed for such is just because the “haters of God” just want to justify their lack of faith in God, if you look at it, what you were, what you are and what you will be is God’s will, or that’s too small maybe you should go back in the Bible and read Genesis: God created everything beautiful and created man and woman, gave them Everything they wanted and just asked them  not to eat any fruit from the tree in the middle of the garden, who failed the other?

Whatever is going on in the world today is because man refused to obey his creator and listened to the devil. Nevertheless, God has been so good to us even after all these things. Too bad people are dying and it’s Sad countries are always fighting but God is our only hope, he’s the only one who has kept us till today and he is the hope for those in poverty and all sorts of misfortune.

Many people have been delivered from such and many have survived wars because of God. Therefore, if you want to blame God for everything reflect on the part you, as part of the human race, have played in everything happening in the world because the devil is like a roaring lion looking for who to devour don’t let yourself be one. God loves us and his plan is to save us from the claws of the devil in the world.

Good everyday[Good friday]

When we are growing up, we reach a certain age and start to feel some type of way, there’s always that thirst that developes inside us, I can’t tell whether it’s usually the heart, spirit or soul, but something deep yearns for belonging. The thirst is usually so strong that we would drink from any cup offered to us even when we do not know what we are being served. There’s one thing I know, when I see a cup, I always thirst.

At this level in life most of us are naive I can tell that it’s always  the thirst, the emptiness inside that compels us to stick to any force that pulls us even if it is clearly pulling us into the mud; we have heard promises ” I will die for you” but who would?

I’m sure I can’t  die for even myself even when I finally do I won’t be doing it for me what about for someone else. I wish I knew this at sixteen but then I wouldn’t know it now. A part of me believed these empty promises and now am here and  no one has ever even lost a strand of hair for me.

Yet one man laid it all up for me, one MAN was stripped, bruised, mocked, insulted and humiliated for my sorry soul. Before I even knew it, he lay everything down and what did it take me to believe that? Years. Today no one can deceive me, I know the truth. One man loved me so much that his life didn’t matter if I were to die. He accepted all kinds of pain and died a shameful death so that I would live and be loved. One man loved and loves me that every day is a good day.

I have known greater love, I have known true love, I have known love in it’s purest form I have known that Man and I celebrate that man everyday of my loved life.

New

Change is complicated, a lot of times we ask for change but accepting it is usually hard. It means you have to go back to beginnings and build another foundation, it means tearing everything down and starting anew. It basically means going back to zero with no extra time given. But,

Change is strength, it is hustling for more Patience than what we are naturally given. This gives everything else meaning. It explains why people get stuck in unsatisfying relationships, why people grow old in countries they were born in, it explains why we get stuck in jobs we do not love;no one wants to go back to applying for jobs,writing new resumes and being a new employee, learning all those basics again, understandable. But,

Change is growth, it’s is maturity not simply growth. Change is knowing that everything is not judged by time but by results. Change is a Patience class, it is risking for better. Change is eye opening it widens your eyeview to everything that you were blind to before. change is a teacher and I must say, I have learned. Now I know what change is and I will always be receptive to that.

Love

I have learned a lot of things lately. While most things maybe be limited to people, love on the other hand is limitless. We can go from loving nothing to loving everything and I’m falling in love, except it’s not with a person as it is usually thought. I’m falling for trees, sunsets, people especially those going about their businesses oblivious of me looking at them. It feels brand new like my eyes have just opened for the first time noticing all the details I never gave a second look to while I was busy staring at persons. Everything seems worthwhile like my walks from work every evening to the bus stop. I’m positive my heart will stay as it was formed.

Who can say No?

I have had plenty of dreams that I have never taken any step to, I’ve always known they will eventually come true, this being one of them, but guess what I have started;taken a step at 1:23AM with a fatigued head and sleepy eyes.

I have always been singing,”when Jesus says yes nobody can say No” but I have always said no to me and I did not know that it’s not always the enemy that is always negative towards My goals but sometimes I am the wall keeping me from my dreams. I say no, now I know better.